Food hunting

Today we dine out at Baling, Kedah. Asyik masak je hari hari kadang kadang menu yang sama sape tak jemu kan? Sekali sekala teringin makan luar. Beside, I miss William so badly. Lama betul tak singgah Murni dengan William. Mungkin sebelum tunggu ibu dengan ayah kat airport, singgah William dulu nak ajak Amy dengan Ila cuba menu William. Ape yang seronok nya bila sesebuah kedai western ada dekat pekan kecil macam tempat aku, mestilah harga pun dorang letakkan yang murah. Bayangkan tiga main course, dua minuman buah dan satu ice blended harganya RM37. Bukankah agak murah. Kenyang pun kenyang. Gambar tak berapa detail. Kamera canon tidak berada dengan aku cuti ni. I miss you sayang.



Ila dengan Emi order Grilled Chicken with black pepper sauce, mula mula ingatkan nak pesan pasta, tapi kitorang takut muak. Jadi order la ayam grill. Porsi tak banyak. Tapi okay lah accompanied dengan coslow dan kentang.



Aku order fish and chips macam biasa dengan tartar sauce. Cuma fish and chips kali ni dibalut dengan tempura sebab tu nampak tebal. Padahal isi dalam dia tak banyak mana pun. Harga dia tak silap RM6.80. Murah bukan?


Untuk air, aku pilih ice blended perisa mocha. Sebab dah sebulan aku tak minum kafein. Kafein memang jadi sahabat baik aku bile masuk je semester. Perut kenyang hati pun senang. Dan tadi pulanglah kami dengan perut yang ketat. Sendawa pun bau lagi sekarang. Haha.

Hari ini sudah 4 tahun, cheers~

4 years, time flies by. We don't realized how short our life is. So live your life to the limit.
And I wanna wish you
HAPPY ANNIVERSARY 4 YEARS sayang.
We've had our arguments over the years
And some of them
brought me down to tears, but what most important,
are the good times we've shared and
the things you've done
To show me you care. Thank you (=
All the good times we shared
are buried deep within in my heart
So many memories we have together
That mean so much to me
And in the years to come
There will be more that we will see.
I promise that.

Poket rabak, mata pun rabak

Exhausted yet satisfied. Okay I lied. I'm not satisfied yet. Because there so much thing to do and there so much little time left. Went to Queensbay, Penang. Y.E.S (Year End Sale) la kononnye, tapi ape je yang sale, tak banyak pun. But its okay. I should splurge myself at other shopping mall. Haha. Have a wonderful weekend with my siblings. Heart you!

Nota tapak kaki: Ibu dan ayah will return back from Mecca on 23rd December.

Saya kegersangan

Eh Eh ini bukan entry 18sx ye. Jangan salah sangka. Aku gersang shopping.
6 bulan yang lepas yakni semester 4 ni aku tak berpeluang langsung untuk shopping. Banyak pakai duit. Duit untuk assignment, duit untuk joli, duit untuk makan, duit untuk bayar duit rumah sewa. Duit untuk dating. Duit untuk kereta.
Banyak kan?




SO?
Mesti korang dapat teka kan? pandai, nah 20 sen.
Esok aku shopping!
Yeah!

Adakah disebabkan tekanan aku yang tak sudah sudah?
Ya betul . Pandai lagi. Nah amek 20 sen lagi.
Ape pun yang penting *sambil jaring menuding kepala* akal kena kuat.
Selamat malam kawan kawan.
Mimpi yang indah indah.

Drama

Entri kali ini dalam bahasa.

Bangun tidur. Check telefon bimbit. Ada 6 pesanan ringkas. Terasa famous. Tapi tak balas, tidak ada mood. Semua sibuk bertanya tentang keputusan semalam. Sebagaimana yang korang tahu, keputusan peperiksaan sudah pun dikeluarkan. Aku dah pun semak keputusan aku seawal jam 5.30 petang semalam. Tidak ada lagging, tidak ada banyak masalah. Semuanya lancar. Sehinggalah pukul 6 petang, server mula menjadi sesak sehingga pukul 3 pagi.

Keputusan aku? Klik di atas untuk pembesaran.
Ya~ Keputusan mengecewakan. Itu je aku boleh cakap. Nilah budak malas belajar.
Tapi, sejujurnya aku telah buat sehabis baik. Aku bekerja keras untuk mengekalkan CGPA aku sepanjang 4 sem ni. Tetapi disebabkan satu kesilapan bodoh yang aku telah ambil semasa peperiksaan berlangsung, itu la yang paling aku kesalkan dan boleh dikatakan kesilapan yang paling dungu yang pernah aku ambil sepanjang 23 tahun aku hidup.

Ya. Nampak line pertama dalam keputusan?
Ethnic Relation. Status XX.
XX bermaksud absent with permission.

Disebabkan aku tak follow up jadual peperiksaan aku, inilah yang terjadi.
Aku tidak menduduki kertas Hubungan Etnik yang hanya 2 jam kredit tetapi sangat besar maknanya bagi aku.
KALAU aku menduduki kertas itu, Insya-Allah aku boleh dapat lebih dari apa yang aku dapat sekarang.
Mungkin korang tak mengerti kenapa aku mengomel ngomel dalam ni sedangkan keputusan yang aku dapat kali ini agak memuaskan juga.
Mesti di antara korang muak dengan sikap aku yang melebih lebih sedangkan ada lagi segelintir pelajar yang lagi rendah pointer nya tetapi boleh menerima seadanya.
Aku tak marah.
Tetapi aku sakit, benci, menyampah dengan diri aku yang ambil mudah dalam semua perkara sehingga memberi kesan pada penilaian aku.
Selama tiga semester aku berusaha keras mengekalkan apa yang aku ada, tetapi musnah bagaikan abu dalam sekelip mata. Kerana apa? Kerana kedunguan aku.
Kau gila Diyana.

Apa pun, aku bersyukur juga. Tiada paper yang perlu diulang untuk semester depan.
Sumpah, Data Analysis memang paling aku takutkan. Bukan hanya aku.
Semua pelajar yang ambil subjek Data Analysis pasti gerun.
Tetapi alhamdulillah, aku lulus semua subjek.
Cuma aku malas menghadiri kelas Ethnic Relation buat kali keduanya.

Hampa di dalam gembira.
Semester 5 bakal tiba.
Lagi setahun.

Ape pun tahniah buat Farid sebab AD lagi untuk 4 kali berturut turut.
I envy you bro~
Tak dapat la aku saing saing lagi dengan kau sebab aku dah terkeluar dari carta.
Kekalkan AD kau Farid.
*Thumbs up*

Tahniah juga buat rakan rakan yang lain.
Yang tidak berjaya, semester depan sama sama usaha lagi.
Memencil diri buat seketika.
(:

Kalau aku tekanan, ada dua benda je aku buat.
Makan tak hingat dunia.
Shopping.
Haha.

Aku tidak rasa pencapaian aku kali ni disebabkan terlalu banyak melepak atau bermain.
Mungkin tidak ada rezeki untuk aku kali ini. Aku terima seadanya. Semester depan pulun habis.
Dan untuk alip dan juga keluarga,
I let you down once, but it will never happen again. That's a promise.

Kembali pada gembira mode.

Sumpah entri aku ni panjang.

Heart you

Haha.
I am truly happy.
I really am.

Anxious yet Excited

Elow peeps. I opened UiTM student portal just now and I found out that they make a few changes regarding academic schedule for Dis - Apr 2010. There is slightly changes but do not fear guys because I am really 'thrilled' to spend the rest of my semester break at home doing nothing except chores. It's plain waking up-facebooking-cook-facebooking-sleep and the cycle goes on and on. Duh, I need my shopping therapy. Oh ya, I also got a good news for my class. Luckily we are not destined to be at Puncak Alam. I could not imagine what will happen if I move there, I will not be able to fulfill my social life anymore. Because silence is not my thing. Well, my result will release soon. Let me count. One two yeah I only got 2 days before I freak out. There are quite number of people tells me what past is past. But that’s what we are, mere HUMAN.. Either we are lacking in confidence, self esteem, wealth, health, looks, study or whatever it is. I am one of them. I admit that I am lil bit regret, but trust me it won't last.

Another good news to spread. I ask Alip to buy me external hardisk last Sunday at PC Fair which was held at KLCC Convention Centre. And he got me 500gb hardisk. Why 500gb ? I am not gonna tell you guys because there is a funny story behind it all. If you want to know, you have to ask me personally (= I named HIM as Rikku. Welcome. You are now part of Diyana's family.

thirteen disember two thousand and nine.
I am eager to see you.

Lend me your soul

Still awake 3.3o am Saturday morning.
Holidays are not doing any good to my brain cells.


I can tell you that.
Are you?

Lists of randomness

28 days to go, I'm leaving 2009.

and I cant wait for 2010.

hurry please.

I need holiday!

:)

I might be going to Penang this weekend. MAYBE.

I wish it's happening. Wanna spend my time with my siblings meanwhile we're in the mood of holiday.

Well, here is the list that I will fulfill next year and its CONFIRMED!
1. Splurge myself at Genting Theme Park this coming January.
2. Planning holiday trip at Pangkor with my classmates (a few).
3. Flying to Kuching Sarawak with Alif. Credit to Jaja who is try hard enough to get the tix for me which is only costs RM30 for two person. (=
4. Pulau Perhentian is another stop maybe in mid term break.

So, where I'm gonna find some $$ to make it all happen? Well, where there is a will there is a way. Well, they said "Money is everything". No more dumb activities next year as I preparing myself to have my own perfect getaway. No more carved for expensive food.haha.I wish I can tolerate on that.

By the way peeps, yesterday I already checked my summons via sms. And guess what? 7 summons worth RM560. Dem, I never received summons in the past 2 years how come I ended up with 7 summons? Geez.. Camera stalker.

_____________________________________________________________

Quick update.
Date : 29 November 2009
Location : Sg Petani, Kedah

Last Sunday was the wedding day of my classmate, Kak Myra. She is my classmate in UiTM and I’m so happy to see the wedding went well. Zulhelmei, which is my other classmate to and I went to the ceremony. May you have a happy life ahead after marriage with your loved ones.

Bride and Groom

And at the same date too, it is my bestfriend's birthday, Ayuni. Here is my note to you sayang.


Dearest Ayuni,
I know, I know, I owe you a birthday pressie! Soon k? Don't worry, I already know what to get you! Besides Im faraway from you.
Hope you had a fabulous birthday with your fiancee sayang.
I love you to bits!

Seram sejuk di kaki

Hmpfhh


Risau.


Risau .


Aku risau.

Result exam selalu merisaukan aku.
Sama ada aku dapat result baik atau tidak berapa baik.
Dan ini pertama kali aku nervous sangat sangat sebab semester ini tak menepati piawaian aku. Segala penat usaha aku tidak berbayar.
Lagi 7 hari masa berjalan dan aku terus menunggu untuk dikecewakan.
Kecewa dengan diri sendiri yang terlalu mengambil mudah dalam semua perkara.
Dan inilah jadinya.

AD? Jangan kata pandang sebelah mata, habuk pon takde.


Baru baru ni aku google student kesayangan ramai UiTM , student portal & semester baru akan bermula pada 28 Disember. As for me, I wasn't prepared for that. Aku penat. Penat belajar. Setahun lagi nak habis. Lama bukan? Kalau belajar kena paksa ni memang beban bagi aku. Tapi tinggal setahun lagi. Nak tak nak I have to.

:))

uninstallin ALIF components from mind data..

20%

50%

70%

90%

system error !

ps ; i cant uninstallin HIM

Damn, I really need my getaway right now.

We Miss You

Dear Ibu and Ayah,

How nice it is to talk to you.
You seem to be in such a joyful mood on this Monday morning :)

I have to admit that these past few days, I miss you both more. Maybe because of the fact that you are not in Malaysia, thus we have no chance to see you guys. I know that ibu and ayah will reply me saying "It's okay, you be strong and take care of your siblings. We'll meet up end of this year." I know, but I just miss you both so much. I'm so proud to tell you guys that I try my hard enough to learn to be a good daughter and cooker too . These past twenty three years, maybe I did not express my gratitude much to you both. Thus I am here to say thank you for all your love, support and sacrifices. What I am and what I have right now, I owe it all to both of you.You both the light that shine and guide us in the darkness and without you we are hopeless. I love and treasure the relationship that we share and there is not a single thing about it that I want to change.Hunger for your kiss and hugs. I will wait for you.

I Love You Ibu and Ayah
Hugs and Kisses
Come back safely :)

Emo, am I? part 2

You said that you'll always be there for me,
but where were you yesterday when i needed someone?
You said that you'll always put a smile on my face,
but yet you steal it away from me.
You said that you 'll never make me feel lonely,
but yesterday, I've never felt so lonely.
You said that you'll be my guardian angel,
but guardian angels aren't supposed to be doing this to me.

A strangled smile fell from my face.
And the worst part is that you didn't even know and you didn't even care.
Talk is cheap, but I'm still holding on to your words, because i still believe.
Prove to me that you're not like any other guys.
Tapi sampai bila?
*sigh*

Emo, am I ?

At some point, I think I wanna run away.
Run to the perfect hideout where anyone else counldn't bother.
I always thought, why people keep blaming me on this situation?
I didn't ask for it, and I don't want things to be turned out like this.

In life, there will always be that friend who you have strong feelings for.
But you know that at the back of your mind, you can't follow what your heart yearns.
Because you know for a fact that both of you are just better off as friends, nothing more than that.
But at night you wonder, what if you just come clean and tell him how you really feel?
That the thing you want most is for both of you to be together.
To give it a try.
Maybe there is a possibility that you both are better off as lovers than friends.
But are you courageous enough to cross that line?
To blurt the truth?
And to risk ruining the friendship?
To a certain extent, maybe it's good to just sit down and do nothing about it.
But you already blurt it out.
It hurts me when you said you have feelings for me.
Because for me, once friend will always be friend.
And yes, you ruined our friendship.And you turned things to be so awkward.
I know relationships are difficult, both with friends and with partners.
Sometimes the most difficult, but also that which may be the most satisfying, are when we commence a romantic relationship with someone who was previously a good friend.
For me, I treated you equally with my other friends.
I can be your best friend and that's it.
This friendship will remain forever.I know it takes time to heal the wound.
But my decision is final and I'm hurting people that I love, and it sucks.

I Love You my friend.

Valid lagi ke?

Menengok tarikh post terakhir lalu berkata "Ya Allah, lamenye aku x update blog nih'

Yes,it's been so long, sangat-sangat lama.

I have abandoned my blog for almost 5 months now.Reason by treason;

1. I've kind of ran out of ideas.
2. Back in Shah Alam I did not have internet access.
3. Even when something popped into my head, I was too busy to type it down.
4. Lappy takde
5. I've been so hectically busy

ok people sorry for the lack of update, I didn't intend to write this post but then a very dear friend of mine sruh update..so here I am back again :) hello blog. how are you? i miss u.

Final exams are over.
It's so funny because I've been waiting for this moment, but somehow I feel numb.
Maybe because I practically screwed up almost all my subjects.
It's so sad when you studied like crazy, but you get sucky grades, sucky gpa.
And especially when you start reminiscing about how well you used to do in your studies.
And when people close to you start saying "What's happening to you?"
It's just sad.
This semester its really freaking me out.
I am not sitting for my CTU paper which is really upset me.
I admit it my foolish mistake for not double check the schedule with the other friends.
It's really torn me apart.
Damn.

tra la la la la

aku malas nak bawa keluar stuff stuff yang aku baru beli tadi kat Central Square, Sg petani.aku terasa macam membazir pon ade.tapi itu barang mmg aku perlukan. tak salahkan beli? duet aku, suke aku lah nak beli baju rege rm10 pon kan kan kan..

pulon sangat aku semalam kunci jam nak bangun pukul 8 pagi kaedahnya.last2 bangun jugak kul 9.terpinga2 aku siap sebab aku kene collect tiket transformer sejam awal. ngan kelajuan yg tak berapa laju, adik aku memecut.n luckily dapat jugak. mmg full house jam doblas tengah ari tadi. berbekalkan ice lemon tea & kopok chipster yg pedas, mmg heaven gile. dan transformers bapak gempak abis. i will definetaly watching it for da 2nd time. nak tau ape yang aku beli tadi?

Ipod Shuffle 4GB RM300++
Kamera Underwater RM800++
Kamera DSLR RM2500++
X Box RM1300++

*mane ade, tipu aje.

Jeans Giordano RM129.00
T shirt Giordano RM45.00
Eye Liner RM10.00
Barang mandi Rm55.00


tu aje. sbb bende tu aku xde. kalau ade pon, nak ade lagi jugak.
kaedahnya. lama gile tak shoping.balik kl mesti tak shoping juga :(

aint no sunshine when shes gone

Happy 20th birthday to you
Happy birthday to you

p/s : we're gonna have some blast tmrow dear sista!

kawan²

aku nak gi karoke lagi ini. tak puasssssss. tolonglah teman aku nyanyi sekali lagi. susah sangat ke? *ceh memaksa. sekali je. pelishhhhhh. lepas tu aku senyap :)) janji. haha.
bile wey bile ? bawa la aku.bawa la!

Where all the sparks?

OH my god! oh no no no no~
tomorrow..tmorrow..tmorrow..and tmorrow!!

Life will be dull without u

First of all i wanna wish to the world Happy Father's Day!
and
Selamat Hari Bapa, ayah

A little girl needs Daddy
For many, many things:
Like holding her high off the ground
When she awakens frantic with
The terrors of the night.

You feed me and need me
To teach me about the world,
So smile 'cause I love you
On this Father's Day.

I grown up to be a girl who independent i must say
and that's all because of you

Thank for being a really good dad to us.
and thanks for my allowances every month
nothing can repay your kindness.
thanks for everything.
if i were to list down the things you've done for me, it'll take forever!!

p/s : my mum made this fruit cake :) Me? tgk aje la.. hihi!