tra la la la la

aku malas nak bawa keluar stuff stuff yang aku baru beli tadi kat Central Square, Sg petani.aku terasa macam membazir pon ade.tapi itu barang mmg aku perlukan. tak salahkan beli? duet aku, suke aku lah nak beli baju rege rm10 pon kan kan kan..

pulon sangat aku semalam kunci jam nak bangun pukul 8 pagi kaedahnya.last2 bangun jugak kul 9.terpinga2 aku siap sebab aku kene collect tiket transformer sejam awal. ngan kelajuan yg tak berapa laju, adik aku memecut.n luckily dapat jugak. mmg full house jam doblas tengah ari tadi. berbekalkan ice lemon tea & kopok chipster yg pedas, mmg heaven gile. dan transformers bapak gempak abis. i will definetaly watching it for da 2nd time. nak tau ape yang aku beli tadi?

Ipod Shuffle 4GB RM300++
Kamera Underwater RM800++
Kamera DSLR RM2500++
X Box RM1300++

*mane ade, tipu aje.

Jeans Giordano RM129.00
T shirt Giordano RM45.00
Eye Liner RM10.00
Barang mandi Rm55.00


tu aje. sbb bende tu aku xde. kalau ade pon, nak ade lagi jugak.
kaedahnya. lama gile tak shoping.balik kl mesti tak shoping juga :(

aint no sunshine when shes gone

Happy 20th birthday to you
Happy birthday to you

p/s : we're gonna have some blast tmrow dear sista!

kawan²

aku nak gi karoke lagi ini. tak puasssssss. tolonglah teman aku nyanyi sekali lagi. susah sangat ke? *ceh memaksa. sekali je. pelishhhhhh. lepas tu aku senyap :)) janji. haha.
bile wey bile ? bawa la aku.bawa la!

Where all the sparks?

OH my god! oh no no no no~
tomorrow..tmorrow..tmorrow..and tmorrow!!

Life will be dull without u

First of all i wanna wish to the world Happy Father's Day!
and
Selamat Hari Bapa, ayah

A little girl needs Daddy
For many, many things:
Like holding her high off the ground
When she awakens frantic with
The terrors of the night.

You feed me and need me
To teach me about the world,
So smile 'cause I love you
On this Father's Day.

I grown up to be a girl who independent i must say
and that's all because of you

Thank for being a really good dad to us.
and thanks for my allowances every month
nothing can repay your kindness.
thanks for everything.
if i were to list down the things you've done for me, it'll take forever!!

p/s : my mum made this fruit cake :) Me? tgk aje la.. hihi!

mirror mirror look what i got

finally the result came in. After struggling in front of laptop waiting for result to come was a hellish experience. me? i just need extra kerja keras next semester. Gotta fix my CGPA back. i must! Well, behind my frustration, there is a joy. im glad. im AD again. for the 3rd time in a row. i should indulge sumthing for myself. a pair of new shoes maybe? nah...

unfortunately my happiness cannot be bound and shared with alip because he's been completely ignored me for the rest of the day. dunno wut's got into him. you went movie-ing with ur mates. said dat u want to text me after ur finished ur movie. but wut i got until now? nuthing. thanks. u have been the GREATEST bf ever!

i read this at friendster a few minutes back :

"Girls, I cannot stress this enough: if you aren't being treated right by a guy, don't wait for him to change. ditch his sorry ASS,he's a disgrace to the male population and find someone who will treat you with utter respect. Someone who will honor your morals. Someone who will make you smile when you're at your lowest. Someone who will care for you even when you make mistakes. Someone who will love you, no matter how bad you make them feel. Someone who will stop what they're doing just to look you in the eyes....and say "i love you" ..and actually mean it. Give the nice guys a chance."

maybe i should give myself a chance. do i? I think im alright now. Although i didn't hv a good sleep yesterday. i told myself that everything is okay. but my heart just won't listen and it sucks! boys will always be boys! they never learn and change.

for my classmates a warm and big congrats to those who got their result with flying colors. and for those who could not make it. we push it more harder in the hope to get a better result. as for me, i want to build up my GPA again like i did in semester 1.it takes a lot of effort baby, but im willing to take the risk for my own sake.

A little time left

I have to submit my Tourism assignment tomorrow.
So that after this i will rest in piece.
Hell no!

So then I can continue to study for my final exams.
Good luck my 'angel' friends

.Im on long hiatus.

.Sick and tired of this sem.

Be back soon

Meeting new friends

Last night was an enjoyable moment. We played bowling till our fingers cramp!
Thanks Kerol,Nana,Syadi,Yana,Syed,JJ and Alip as well. Gelak macam nak mati. But still, we rocks each socks.

Peace

I'm trying so hard to ban US product.It's really hard for me. but at least I'm trying right?

1.No more mc'd for me. Well, i'm proudly to tell that I'm not taking the fast food for about one and half month.And i even scrapping out the mc'd sticker *will do* from my car.
2.My maybelline and Loreal has been changed to another product.
3.No kotex for me.But it is my toughest one since I'm loyal to Kotex since I'm 16.but like I said, I'm trying.
4.Substitute my starbucks to Coffee Bean.

Mana product yang ada skrg tak ada la buang just stop bying this product if im out of it. Im aware of this issues and I'm trying my best to be as part of humanity who love to see the peace.

Wasted thought

This is bizarre.Last night was a sad night.I cried. Or at least I forced myself to.
Everyone wants to be loved, appreciated and accepted. Everyone wants at least someone they could talk to about anything and everything - someone who understands. But often we just simply want company. For then, our fears don’t seem that frightening, our problems don’t seem that daunting, and our reflections don’t seem that haunting.

As you all know, Long Distance Relationship was a hell-ish feeling for me. It even makes me sad.Seeing couple holding their hands, teasing each other really drive me mad. and I kept wondering? 'Why I can't be like that'?

Back to main point.

Kekadang aku cemburu apabila melihat kemesraan rakan-rakan karibku dengan teman istimewa mereka dan kadangkala aku sangat2 tidak paham kenapa aku tidak ditakdirkan untuk jadi sebegitu rupa.
kalau aku mengetahui susah senang nya hubungan jarak jauh ni,sumpah aku tidak akan ambil risiko. Nama pun hubungan jarak jauh, memang banyak segala sampah masalah.Tetapi apa gunanya aku belajar jauh sampai ke Shah Alam semata mata untuk melihat dia secara dekat? Situasi tetap sama.

Tahun pertama aku dengan Alip, semua berjalan lancar.tetapi pabila masuk tahun kedua dan ketiga, rasa kebahagiaan itu dah mula goyah. Itu tak masuk lagi bab telefon. Kebanyakan masa aku bercakap dengan akan diakhiri dengan pergaduhan dan percanggahan. Aku bukan memberontak tetapi apabila aku menginginkan seseorang utk brkongsi cerita, dia tak pernah ada untuk aku. Bukannya aku jenis needy, tapi normal lah.Kehendak perempuan.Kejamkah aku? Terlalu mengongkong kah aku? aku tak rasa begitu. Aku dah terlalu memberi ruang sehingga ruang itu telah menjadi jurang.Jurang itu yang membuatkan perasaan sayang menjadi kurang.
Kekurangan itu lah yang merupakan penyebab kenapa aku dingin.

sumpah.sumpah. kalau kau ingin tahu, aku rindu untuk diambil berat oleh seseorang. Disuruh jaga kesihatan, dipesan tidur awal, diingatkan untuk makan, siapkan asignment yang berlambak lambak, dinasihat supaya tidak terlupa, ditegur kalau tersalah.aku hanya minta keikhlasan hati kau. Hati dan keinginan kau menjaga aku. haha. bodohkan.

Kita semua manusia.Perlu jatuh cinta,Perlu bangkit,Perlu tabah.
So here I am. aku sayang kamu. Dan pergi mampos.

Geez

For the past two days, the earliest time I have slept is at 4 a.m. Why? Cos banyak panic about assignment. Hahahahha. I look like a panda now. Today had really good talk with some of my classmates after class.All of us started spilled everything out, seriously every damn thing. aah our class are just full with alot of dramas and whatnot. People cannot be with this person and this person cannot stand with this person, geez. i have no idea how are we gonna survive with this kind of people until sem 6.geez. But most importantly, the bond between us will remain as long we trust each other.But I learned the valuable lesson.

I'm Back

I'm finally home.
Safe and sound.
Backbone pain is killing me.

4 days off

I'm just gonna have a quick update here since i'm kinda running out of time. Anyway, i won't be updating my blog for quite some time as I'm gonna fly to Padang & Bukit Tinggi, Indonesia for 4 days. I'm still fresh (: I've no idea why this vacation thrill me so much! Firstly because a trip with my whole family. and secondly, its our second getaway after Bangkok.

Here the things is, we off to LCCT from Perak for about 9pm tonight, and we might as well get our beautiful slumber in the airport. Who doesn't love airport? Free access to wifi, aircond free. haha. Airport is such a coool place kaan?? haha. OKAY OKAY craap. and we will fly 7.50 in the morning the next day.

Have a beautiful hols peeps!

it's just another day.
HAPPY OX CHINESE NEW YEAR!
to Wendee and Lim.
miss the moment guys.
Gong Xi Fa Cai

Bash 24th

Happy Birthday Aznin,

Hope you'll have a great life ahead. Thanks for always being there for me. Eventhough we just know each other for about 1 year, ryte? but you've always given me ur advice and are always there to help me. You're like a sister. And thanks for the lovely gift. I'll appreciated it~
Have a great birthday ok. ;D

New semester,new responsibilities,new lifestyle.

Yes. I am going to change to be a better person this semester. I've known for a long time that I have to change but I just couldn't. Tried, but couldn't. I'm just a terrible person like that. But I am going to change insyaAllah for the better. I'll start my new year with a lot of vacation.I don't think that im capable to focus on my new sem.

This sem i would say its the most challenging than the other past 2 semester. A lots of changes happening in my life.There are piles and tonnes of stuffs that are awaiting me to get it done.Schedule is hectic.Its definitely proven since the afternoon nap is being scrap out from my schedule.
The rapid changes caused an impact in my life.Admittedly, i hate changes.i prefer to stay in my own comfort zone and living in a sedentary lifestyle.It does bother me a lot.

I've got 3 killer papers for me, which will be my bigger concern.
1. Economy for hospitality
2. Fares and Ticketing
3. Financial
Still. I am not making any progression considering almost 3 weeks of lecture. duh.


But anyway,
First week of 3rd semester:
Genting vacation is awesome - skip class was fun.at one point, I want to extend my stay because of its coldness, eventhough Genting is getting lesser cold nowadays. We still had so much fun.

Second week of 3rd semester:

These pictures are deceiving - it was actually freezing. And the wind could not be any more brutal.

Yeah.yeah I know. I'll take blame for that. Once again, I'm at Pangkor with alip and with his new friends.Surprisingly, we managed to get along together well.Hey guys, maybe we could plan another island trip? The one thing that I enjoyed most is probably the fact that I'm vacationing with Alip and hook up with new friends.Its a good feeling to see his smile coz I know he want me so much to get along well with his clique. Although the moment is rather brief and short, it is enough leaving me grinning for the whole days.

So yeah, that's my start of a new year. No getting wasted for my vacation, hanging out with the love ones, and getting knew new friends. I have a few resolutions *gulp* Yea, I know I rarely stick with my new resolution, but this time I hope I can stick to them.
- Be a better student, daughter, friend and lover.
- Manage my financial wisely
- Being able to be more independent
- Eat healthy food
- More blogging

but its easier said than done right. Better pull yourself diyana. Otherwise you'll ended up failing like the past years. I wish each and everyone of you Happy Belated NEW YEAR.
Lets 2009 rock everyone's shoes. p/s : this is utterly late. But let's this year bring us more happiness and prosperous although there is some major difficulties throughout our lives.

wrap it all

its been a while kan since we left for Pangkor.
but because of my schedule yang pack sgt, i cant afford to upload pictures.

sumtimes i wish this vacation will never end. nak idup tanpa masalah boleh? ye..i know. d answer is no!

tired

im back.for CNY.
geez.so much updates to catch up.
will write later.

Kryptonite

First wish from ; Ajai
First hug from ; Alip
First present from ; Aznin, Ayuni, Farah
First one who sang happy birthday song ; Farah, Moey, Syam
First cake from ; Farah :D
I Love You all

Another Year.
Gone by.

Another Year.
Coming.

And now.
23

Geez. im old is it?